my little site :3
welcome to my little corner of the internet
please use she/they pronouns for me
who am i:
i very likely have adhd and am just waiting on a doctor appointment to confirm it.
i am currently very fixated on; programming, preferably in rust but i don't know any yet so i should learn;
chemics, both in the sense of making stuff and the theory behind it (reading through the whole of
psychonautwiki right now);
cybersecurity, i am reading way to many blogs and should spend more time doing other stuff
i recently have switched to arch linux and am very happy with it
i am also getting interested in networking and am trying to learn more about it
also i am getting old pc's and other electronics to tinker with; i already have set up an torrent server with it
i also like playing games, right now either celeste or minecraft
tw: mental health
im definetly not alright in my head... i don't do stuff i know i need to do, even though i know that if i don't do it it will have concequences.
i cut my body, im thinking about dying and i sometimes don't even think there would be any downsides to just die. it's not like id just do it but still, the thoughts about it sometimes seem comforting, as kind of a way out... idk.
im just not sure what i am doing like anywhere... my head is not fucking able to do simple stuff just like to do what i need to do...
tw: selfharm, suicide thoughts
