my little site :3
welcome to my little corner of the internet
please use any pronouns you want to
who am i:
i have adhd
i am currently very fixated on; programming, or at least wanting to program, not doing it too much rn
chemics, both in the sense of making stuff and the theory behind it (reading through the whole of
psychonautwiki right now);
cybersecurity, i am reading way to many blogs and should spend more time doing other stuff
i am using arch linux and am very happy with it
i am also getting interested in networking and am trying to learn more about it
also i am getting old pc's and other electronics to tinker with
i have mostly stopped playing games, if i play something, it rn is either hollow knight, celeste or forts.
tw: mental health
im definetly not alright in my head... i don't do stuff i know i need to do, even though i know that if i don't do it it will have concequences.
i cut my body, im thinking about dying and i sometimes don't even think there would be any downsides to just die. it's not like id just do it but still, the thoughts about it sometimes seem comforting, as kind of a way out... idk.
im just not sure what i am doing like anywhere... my head is not fucking able to do simple stuff just like to do what i need to do...
tw: selfharm, suicide thoughts